Light it up. Bring it down. Nice, fab.

for the lamp underneath
the leaf glows

Backstage.

and the model's doing her face













and she's massaging her mouth














and she's starring at the photographer's bare foot













and she couldn't hold her laugh













and the rubber band couldn't hold her hair

and it's a splendid shooting. BTW, I'm starting to think horoscope maybe is more than hot air for the increbible similitude bewteen Model Samantha and Photographer Sitruc, who have the same birthday.

PS: I like the perfumed pillow puts me to sleep
MS: Me too!

MS: My fellows at home are used to me as a trouble & choosy bastard
PS: Me too!

PS: I think it's your great anxiety to feel like getting stuck or moving downhill regardless of the absolute status or intrinsic value at all. Just like how I feel.
MS: (nod nod)

MS: This is right for her! Bjork's just act...
MS & PS:...freaky!

Toast for the spoiled kids born on 01/01!

Day in day out.

the morning breaks she wakes watching the clock telling the same time all these years she wonders was she dreaming she was a girl or a girl dreaming she was a woman proceeds to the kitchen cracks the shell on rim 16 seconds on the pan she knows precisely it takes to get the halfcooked egg yolk another daybreak just like that

Homed at 12.

A regular day with

1 meeting
13 emails sent
19 designer applications received
1 award call for entry
2 panadols
1 coke
1 iced tea
1/2 mooncake
1 printer break down
3 phone calls from 2 ex
2 sms from mum
1 wedding ceremony invitation

and it's good for it's regular.

Answers from a bicycle.

(Follow-up post of "Mrs. Charon Pluto", pls check below)

I'm overwhelmed. By msn & icq msgs from you guys about the Charon Pluto post. Never expected so many of you would check my blog in these days after couple of months in idle.

Q&A session:

Q:xx xxx xxxx xxx xxx xxxxx xxxxx xxxx xxxx xxxxx?
A:A fish surely doesn't need a bicycle. And yes, both men and women, in my opinion, can each lives a good life without the counterpart (possibly maybe kinda true). Instead a man wants a woman and vice versa as we always want thing we don't actually need. That notion of need is a desire, thus.

Q:xxxx xx xxxx xxxxxx xxxxx?
A:Charon is the moon of Pluto the no longer planet, I used their relation to liken the moon-earth system to liken the woman-man relation, in turn. BTW, Charon is also referred to as Pluto I. That really sounds like Mrs. Pluto.

Q:xxx xxx xxxxx x xxxxx xxxx xxx xxxxx xxxxx xxx xxxx?
A:It's gonna take like a 1,000 words to explain my thoughts behind it. In short, moon is constantly orbiting the Earth while influencing everything on Earth from a distance without interfering where and how the man tracks. She even has the faith to give more room to the man, another 3.8 centimeters a year.

Q:xx xxx xxxx xxxxx xxx xxxxxxxxxxx xx xxx?
A:Don't get me wrong. I didn't mean that. Afterall there's only one moon for the Earth. And it's not trivial for you put only you eyes on it when you look up to the sky.

Q:xx xxx xxxx xxxxx xxxxx xxxxx xx?
A:No. The moon was around 20,000 kilometers away from the Earth at the very beginning. So it’s moved 430,000 kilometers in the the speed of 3.8 centimeters per year.

Q:xxx xxx xxxx xxxx xxxxx?
A:Because I read. lol.

Mrs. Charon Pluto.

"A woman needs a man like a fish needs a bicycle" Irina Dunn, 1970

and a man needs a woman like the earth needs the moon. Who stays 450,000 kilometers away from you, moving further 3.8 centimeters a year.

____ is a four-letter word.

Dedicate to Jasper, the very charming model of the shooting. New photographic work, "____ is a four-letter word" released. Check out here: http://sitruc.kachaa.com/index.php?albumCode=20264

We had a great time. It was fun to create with concordant minds. I couldn't ask for more except time didn't allow us to actualize everything.

The whole thing will be close to complete when the viewers (you!) see the images and draw your very own interpretation of the title. Ergo, please share with me the four-letter word(s) to you the images conveyed by comment here or email and I'll reveal mine in the course of shooting.

Come on, throw it!

Flipping my album and noticed that I'm getting more and more captivated by the beauty of a grotesque human psyche, vis-à-vis, concomitant conflict.

It doesn't really matter if.

slightly grim patiently beneath this suffer the glow swallowed uttered the boy's sigh undo cord sixth finger torn hyponotized into bare sleephood stays aroused in hibernation minute by minute drop by drop exhaling a tree of oxygen 130 vessels away from torn he has to be told that he is okay he is okay he is okay you are okay you are okay I am okay okay.

That's all it takes.

For I can't remember how many times, I re-watched Happy Together in another sleepless night.

and they started dancing in the kitchen, my favourite scene of the movie. Lai Yiu-fai and Ho Po-wing were having the time of their lives. It takes only 2 persons in love and something stupid to do. Like,

Read you my favourite line of the book,
Hum you the lullaby learned from my mum,
Refer to the recipe to bake a cake,
Play a guitar-piano ensemble,
Try every combination of homemade cocktails,
Re-watch Happy Together together in sleepless night.

Will make my day.

[Happy Together by Kar Wai WONG, 1997]

Spooky action at a distance.

A quantum mechanical phenomenon caught my attention when I was reading Einstein's work.

Two photons once undergone the same particle interaction remain quantum entangled with each other, that is, making identical decisions on pathways to choose among at the same instant in time. It happens even when they are miles or light-years apart.

This "Quantum Entanglement" is beyond the explanation of quantum mechanics since nothing travels faster than light so there shouldn't be any possible mean of communication between the photons (e.g. insufficient time to send message across the distance to act instantly the same).

Don't you find this phenomenon immensely romantic? Connections beyond reason take effect in particles surely transpire to us. (No wonder the intellectually charming yet emotionally deprived Einstein dislike this theory and derided entanglement as "spooky action at a distance.")

Generalized it grounds my thought that there are mutual influences, we may notice or we may not, between lovers, lovers-to-be, family, friends, people you know, don't know, passed by, will meet. And yes, when I meet the one, I should know about it. The particles tell me so.

Zara Gala.

Sweaters & Slippers from Zara. Woohaawoohaaaa!

Happy Birthday Willie.

I was reminded it was William Shakespeare's birthday a few days back. The man lives across centuries after his death. May the beautiful beautiful lines cudgel thy mind, touch thy soul, now and then.

"And since you know you cannot see yourself,so well as by reflection, I, your glass,will modestly discover to yourself,that of yourself which you yet know not of. "

"The very substance of the ambitious is merely the shadow of a dream."

"I must be cruel only to be kind;Thus bad begins, and worse remains behind. "

"Being born is like being kidnapped. And then sold into slavery."

"Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none."

"I pray you bear me henceforth from the noise and rumour of the field, where I may think the remnant of my thoughts in peace, and part of this body and my soul with contemplation and devout desires."

P.S. Happy Birthday, Mr. N. Will you ever seen this? Ms. L will have the answer. Wish you all the best and may your beautiful algorithm rock the world. lol.

Ball fell to the another side.

Tonight it turned out I got as wet as the kissing scene in Match Point,
with no one to kiss with.

[Match Point by Woody Allen, 2006, http://www.matchpoint.dreamworks.com]

The forgotten ones tell her of my being.

please remember me, like words at the tip of your tongue, numbers on watch forgotten when you glance at the time, plain dress you used to wear at very bottom of the left-hand drawer. they cease so you can remember me.

Called off the first shopping day this season with...

BnW I gonna be in this summer it seems.

Sweater from Zara Homme.
Tee from tH Homme.
Sneaker from Puma.

Nice appetizer. But I still want a pair of nice slippers badly to kick-off the devilish summer. BTW, as per requested, someone's gotta be responibile for every purchase. In this case, Tenka digged the sweater, tee's on Sitruc's tab and the sneaker is a join venture of the two. hmm, sorry, Ignat, others don't like your call, yes, they said you got bad taste so to speak.