Internal fabrication #4

她在夢到埋怨她把它放進士多啤利益力多只為增加口感的火龍果以及被她摘去豐富贈品後束之高閣的時裝雜誌那一早醒來就明白自己從來不曾有那個資格嫌棄只問她要錢的母親或業績以外不關心一句的上司或不懂欣賞她inner beauty的男友或只愛向她吐苦水的best friend

梳洗後她調了一杯益力多加冰

沒有火龍果

也沒有士多啤利

Internal fabrication #3

最擅長易容的人

忘了自己的長相

她甚至忘了自己忘了自己長相這回事

掛上一張又一張別人的臉

粉墨登場

挺快活的

直至她愛上一個人

然後那個人告訴她令他迷上她的是她獨一無二的臉孔

一個有關主角笑不出的笑話

photo by sitruc. 2006, hk

Internal fabrication #2

woke in the midnight traded my sweat soaked pillow for a dry one then found the little white mood-elevating pills doesn't work as on pain of tragically sentimental god you give me years and years of disneyland while all I asked for is Musée du Louvre like you never listen or I never pray bet you're on the frantic side of busy running your universe would have no time to run little errands for me, huh?

2007/02/11: Thx for emails & msn messages from you guys, I'm doing a okay. What I wrote under "Internal fabrication" are little tales came up to my mind, not happening to me. So don't worry. I'm not having the little white mood-elevating pills. :)

photo by sitruc. 2004, hk

Internal fabrication #1

每天晚上要說過愛你愛得不得了的他的太太今日給你撥電話說她懷孕了請你行行好讓讓路給小寶寶然後你不說話吃不下睡不著不找他不讓他找到日夜躲在牆角一遍又一遍反覆後悔最後一次見面時竟然沒有狠狠擁抱你愛的男人