i'm afraid of epilogue.
i'm afraid of flatterers and insinuations.
i'm afraid of being cold-shouldered.
i'm afraid of the crowd.
i'm afraid of casual acquaintances.
i'm afraid of being stopped.
i'm afraid of being pushed.
i'm afraid of getting stuck.
i'm afraid of not being understood.
i'm afraid of being looked through.
i'm afraid of getting up at the wrong side of the bed.
i'm afraid of doing something wrong.
i'm afraid of doing only the right things.
i'm afraid of permanent damages.
i'm afraid of conclusions.
i'm afraid of not being loved.
i'm afraid of loving someone too much.
i'm afraid of being loved for the wrong reasons.
i'm afraid of being the right guy for the wrong girl.
i'm afraid of the right girl showed up at the wrong time.
i'm afraid of the right time will never come.
i'm afraid of afraid.
photo by sitruc for misa c. 2006, hk
2007/02/07
Internal monologue #1
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I'm afraid of intensiveness.
I'm afraid of numbness.
And yes, I'm afraid of afraid.
But then, I'm afraid of not being afraid.
What's wrong with me?
What's wrong with you?
What's wrong with this god damn world?
I have no idea at all.
the next question is
what's wrong with wrong?
wrong is wrong, no matter what.
isn't it?
although, there're always other possibilities...
there is no right or wrong, just love and not-love
如果真的只有愛與不愛就簡單得多了,
但很多時還要顧及對與不對......
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